Whispered Promises

I took a tumble today. I was carrying papers, the sidewalk inclined, I did not. Matter of fact. I    rapidly               declined. ...Next to a pool.                                                                          up,                                                  But don't worry, I popped right back but not before a teen ran to the fence next to the pool where a million (seemed like it) people were swimming and he yelled, "Oh my gosh Lady are you all...

I am 50. Its okay, I am kewl with it. I like the idea of being a grand mom soon- or mom mom as they say here and Kayleen likes. I also like the idea of working in an environment that I can gather some extra funds. But I am good with who I am for the most part. I was told by my husband that I have more faith than most. That I have a strong belief in God. I do. I feel Him, I know Him and serve Him. He saved me from myself; from sin and destruction. He has given me hope and strength. I want everyone to feel it and I do feel frustrated when friends in Christ don't. I know that is wrong but I can't help but want to shake them. Maybe it is fear from remembering my dark days. The hopeless sad days that hurt my soul, that eroded my strength and pained me. But He held out His hand, He waited forever for me to find my feet and he brought me to Him. I am grateful Lord. I feel Him, just a glimpse and I want more, His glory is so great. I trust Him and I want more of Him. That's ...